the all time addictive thing.

Monday, November 17, 2008@3:02 PM

I come to a point of waking up at 3 is normal.
Haha. Slept at 5+ so got excuse.
Today's gonna be boring as usual.
No going out no fun whatsoever.
So im jus gonna entertain myself.

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Turn of events, a fun-filled day to a depressed mind.
If only i had left earlier.
I would have escaped it.
I didnt. I stayed to accept that punch to my gut.
Reasons haunt you.
Instead of putting it behind you,
you choose to put it in front of you.
Again, trial after trial.
I tried to change yr mind.
Didnt work. You didnt want it to work,
Are you happier this way?
Is this what you had in mind all along?
I envy the 20 others whom u spoke of.
They had it better then me.
They had their few days, weeks, months.
But for me. Just a minute is enough.
20 others could get a day.
I couldnt get a minute.
I will settle for what i can get.
Even if this counts only by wedding parties & love parties.